funkywei

2011-03-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

can u just explain to me why am i waiting and waiting for one fine day just for you to call and ask me out for the movie that we've been wanting to watch but it seems like i'm the only one who's looking at it. we miss the session when i call and ask, then fortunately it extended and i call again and ask and u couldnt make it again and now its extended again. its fate that the movie keeps extending and extending but why am i the only one who keeps checking on it? isnt this the show that we always wanted to catch?

2010-11-07T03:30:00.001+08:00

Burn

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn


When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-'leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

2010-03-29T19:59:00.003+08:00

As much as I want to bring herbal tea for you.
As much as I want to bring some strepsils for your throat.
As much as I want to say happy 25th month together.

just as much...

2010-03-24T02:03:00.004+08:00

How sweet would it be to last till the next leap year. yea... how sweet.....

but never.

2010-02-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

Was the decision right in the first place?

2010-01-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

though things are solved for the time being, but i still haven't feel completely right.

something's lacking.

2010-01-08T19:56:00.004+08:00

I miss this occasion,
i miss this feeling,
i miss this you.

i miss the love,

the feeling of love
in this occasion
from you...

2009-12-28T02:58:00.002+08:00

Off to taiwan in a few more hours time.

Frustrated but still,

Love you

2009-03-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

its the 11th day of my RCP.
yeap, being charged for 21days RCP.
it didnt seemed that tough for the last 10days until today when i experience the full
reporting at every 2hours for 9 times today.
mentally severely damaged.

when i heard the numbers '21' coming out from his mouth, all i could say is, 'yes sir'.
i looked on the schedule and my last day serving it will be the day i fly to brunei for the next 21 days. there's a long weekend before flying off where everyone will definitely be spending time with their love ones because brunei will be the last test for everyone of us here. that will be the time where the words of encouragement and support from ur love ones will come in and motivate you to give u the last drive for the last ride........
but i cant hear any.

thinking of 42days w/o book out.
i teared that night........

half way down right now,
i'm glad there's still someone who's behind me listening and talking to me every night despite the fact that she's going through hell in her school work and the long tiring training to prep her for A div.
i never knew i'd have someone like her.......

thanks my dear,
for all ur patience, understanding and love.
i love you:)

2009-02-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

baby, i love you.

2009-01-01T18:28:00.003+08:00

Its 2009!

well, 2008 aint a very good year for me. lots of unpleasant stuff happened to me, including me going into INFANTRY!!!!!!! DAMN IT!
but at least there's one great thing and thats knowing the stupid fatty =)
gd start for this year 2009 cause at least i'm getting quite ok with my current platoon mates and i hope this continues =)
girl and i are going strong despite her endless irritating 'whys' and always making me angry.

some resolutions(not in order):
1.work hard even though i'm in infantry.
2.save lots of money and spend less!
3.get into a private uni for banking and finance
4.sort out my damn anger management!
5.COMMISSION!!!!!!!!!
6.continue to love this girl even MORE!
7.gain weight, get fit, a lean body!

keeping this entry short, i'm booking in today so merry christmas and happy new year to all!!!!!!

ps: =) loveya~

2008-12-11T22:14:00.002+08:00

Is it better to get to your long term goals through any means.
Or better to gain majority favour and HOPE you get ur goals?
=/

2008-11-09T15:53:00.014+08:00

in just an hour's time, i'll be booking in and in less than 24 hours, i'll be at tekong AGAIN for my 10day section field camp.
Camo cream on e face,
kissing the nature,
bathing with mud,
rations.
I HATE OUTFIELD!!!

i dont mind endless PT, circuit training, interval running or IPPT but NOT OUTFIELD!!
)=
but whatever it is, i'm just gonna get the 'all out' attitude onto me as soon as i stepped into the stupid island.

putting that aside, this weekend has be a great one... as usual. =)
and its a trip to my all time fav.........

SENTOSA!!!

i'll let the pictures do the talking.

so it starts with this pictures of 'the ~~fatty~~ girl in my eyes'

she finds that this picture's damn nice. but i dont really think so.

i find this better..
cause her face is so irritating. LOL =x

many similiar pictures so i'll stop uploading it.
it was a perfect weather.
there's sun and yet it aint the kind which will leave u screaming 'BURN IN HELL'
there's wind and its just a perfect weather for tanning and this was the first time both of us fell asleep while tanning.
half way while we were in our dreamland, there was this particular group of ppl playing volleyball beside us and their ball kept flying and landing on my girl.
they're a bunch of friendly ppl and kept apologising to us.
they didnt had a choice because sentosa was packed with ppl ytd so they had to play beside us.
and being the kind us, we didnt blame them.

its sucha nice day and it ends of with the usual nice sunset~

=)

imperfection is perfection.
she's my imperfect girl! =b
loveya.

pray for me to fly pass these 10 days in tekong with no silly mistakes so i can book out safely in the weekends.

2008-10-28T22:45:00.005+08:00

its been a pretty nice long weekend.
all the late night outs.
HSM 3.
the ever wasting of mornings.
strawberries.
and of course the ultimate ******** spotted by my PC....

never sleep half naked with a psychotic around -.-

2008-10-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

every weekend is such a nice and wonderful time that i hate that its always so short.
so short that just chatting with each other makes the time fly.

i cant wait to see you each time i think of book out!!!!
till nx week.

2008-10-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

a new blogskin all thanks to this wonderful sweetheart of mine. loveya!

a sweet sweet weekend that makes me hate NS.

sorry i dont have time to update and post something long but i'm sure the things that i wanna put it here, it has all been transferred to you through our hearts and minds. =)
and i cant wait for next weekend!! seriously!!

2008-09-22T01:09:00.002+08:00

To: In charge of jac's com. pte ltd

Dear in-charge,

its been a pleasure making such an investment in this company. though the amount made isnt big, i do see the prospects of the investment blooming, especially once the 3 weeks period is over.
the vouchers, promotional discounts and not to forget the chef's monthly special, all these treats are so attractive that makes me look so so much forward to the next month!!
so lets work our <3...err..no.. i mean hearts together and make this investment a start for all the other investments!

Yours sinSIRly
CHENG

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you are the reason:
why these days have been so sweet and wonderful
why i just cant get my eyes..hands..EVERYTHING off you
why i learnt to display my art skills on people's skin
why i will smile to myself when i walk home alone
why i am looking forward to the book out
why i just cant stop missing you.
why i will work very hard when i'm inside.

most importantly...
you are my root of all reasons.

pardon my vocab and language,
it may sound cliche but you've taught me whats called precious and its......

errrrr......... yarrr........

loves =)

2008-09-13T21:38:00.007+08:00

i shall tell you how nice my pop went, esp cause ms nice-and-cute-and-extremely lovable was there to lend me her cam. for goodness sake, i shall shorten that pretty phrase up there though its actually nice to type it in full but i guess it will ocuppy almost 3/4 of the page. so let me shorten it: lets call her ms.kanasai which means super cute in my dictionary(((:

hmm. i forgot to tell her to bring i/c and then luckily she was able to get in with her ez-link card.
------
i shall continue from here.
she's trying hard to mimic the way i blog.
but... too bad.. try harder next time.

anyway, pop was great!!!!! (especially someone who was able to make it and it really made my day(((:)

when i looked at the photos, there's just this emotion of missing everyone. especially ppl like the fcuked up collin tan, crappy julian tang, mr AAR alvin lee and lots lots more.
man, i'll definitely miss them!
more photos will be uploaded once i've gotten all of them.

and this was what happened this morning..

..
what the hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll......

but who cares =/

2008-08-31T13:48:00.001+08:00

Significance level: 0

2008-08-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

stopped.
=)

2008-07-27T13:12:00.002+08:00

Facts are excruciating but there's nothing i can do.
Thanks for the night.

Somehow, i really do hope something really hit my
head and make me lose this big part of my memory
and i wouldnt have to go through this or get back
to where it all started.

no one except you.....

2008-07-26T12:10:00.003+08:00

'i'm not sure cause.. u go ahead with ur plans first.'
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
'ya i'm free today cause he has something on suddenly.'

12.10pm added
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2008-07-26T10:47:00.002+08:00

Girl, thank you for being part of my life. I’m so sorry it’s only phone calls I can give you most of the time, but hearing your voice at the end of the day makes every shit that I went through training worthwhile. Even if it’s only for a minute, hearing your voice and knowing that you’re safe and fine makes me feel content.

quoted from jason's blog.

i'm sure this is what every guy would wanna be able to say especially when they're going through this phase of life.
feels happy for such people like jason.
sadly, i'm the unfortunate one.
but i'm ok with it =)

2008-07-09T11:35:00.004+08:00

well, i guess i should leave a last post right here before i go in.
by the time u read this, i know i'm already in tekong.

25/12/07 seemed so yesterday.
Avp2 on new year's eve.
29/02/08 will always be special date
everything seem to pass very fast.
there's no particular which day was the best spending with u
because to me
every moment was nothing more i can asked for.
from there's nothin in this world
to the long gone favourite scissors-paper-stone game
to movies where i can never feel the same when i watched
with other people
to kbox-ing where you're the only one whom i can sing
way back into love with
to sentosa trips where my patches get worse but i dont
really give a damn to it
to all the late night outs where i feel bad when ur dad
sends u home with tons of lecture.
to the shopping trips where you're the only one whom
i can shop with.
to all the quarrels we had where it always breaks my
heart but forget about it after it ended.
to every little thing you did before that'll always
remembered deep down in my heart.
to all the home-cooked food that you did for me
spaghetti, maggi mee, breakfast that contains scrambled egg,
egg-sausage-cheese sandwich,
cookies, and the very first potato soup.
to the NBA finals we watched together
to all the gifts that you've given me thats more valuable
than any armani or versace one can ever buy.
to this very day where i can say the list still goes on.....
i really wanna list them all out but its just too long
and time doesnt allow me to do so..........

i wanna always wake u up in the morning like how i'm
able to do for just this very last morning.
i wanna always be there for you to share all your
encounters in whatever situation although i may look
unhappy whenever you talked about other guys.
i wanna always be the one you're looking
forward to meet................
there are still alot of things in my mind i wanna write it
down but i've no choice but to end it here.

i cant write as well as jason.
i dont have his vocabulary.
i cant write a short and sweet entry.
its long naggy and whining.
but...
i'll really miss you..
the times..
the things..
the hugs..
the kisses..
the every every little moment spent
that can bring tears down easily just by
thinking of them....

Baby, i love you.
i'll really really miss you

to the one whom i called Miss Kanasai
because it just rhymes with
mr timberlakesai.....
6.33am 10/07/08

love, me.

2008-07-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

i wanna be part of your life
i wanna be one of your most concern in your heart
i wanna be the one whom you always will think and miss of
i wanna be the one whom you will tell the whole world that i'm your only one
i wanna be the one whom you'll feel happy when i'm happy
i wanna be the one whom you'll feel sad when i'm sad
i wanna be someone whom you rely on

i just wanna hear you say, "baby dear, i love you and there's no one that can replace you in my heart. you're not a friend..... you're my most precious belonging that i can ever have." and u mean it.
i really dont need you to do anything.
if only you will understand that, loving me with your true heart will be enough.

but in the end.. i'm really just not good enough for you..

2008-07-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

In my 20 years of life,
this is the first time i ever had this feeling.
the feeling of missing someone so badly.
its such a indescribable feeling.
Missing with love and there's nothing i can do.
Missing with tears that doesnt flow on the outside.
Missing with fear because time waits no man.
Missing with hate because this feeling just suck and yet i'm still missing you.
Missing with so many emotions........

I've never missed someone this much.
no one....
except you.

2008-06-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

will blog...
till i get the right mood to write down everything. =b

2008-05-20T20:29:00.001+08:00

Long and nice weekend

2008-05-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

looking at the whole situation..
a few months is just too long...........

2008-05-12T01:26:00.003+08:00

Is that curiousity that important?

hold u tight........
i'm holding on to you tight like what u want.
i know you'll fall.
i love you and i dont wan you to fall........

but u leave me no choice but to let u go with ur curiousity.

2008-05-08T03:48:00.003+08:00

Its just so damn true.
A total waste.
I'm silly.

2008-04-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

As i read your past.
i see resemblance.
i feel how u felt back then, exactly.
but i'll do something u should've done back then.

-iwmyrflmod-
i promise.

2008-04-26T07:51:00.004+08:00

presence and eye contact is enough to put someone way up in the skies.

2008-04-25T17:16:00.002+08:00

i cant twist my right hand.
i guess its too much of throwing that huge pile of empty bottles in the wrong way and its injured now.
hope it heals later during at work.

2008-04-22T11:49:00.004+08:00

No matter how strong a man is in this world, there will be times where he's weak and vulnerable and he needs someone's care and concern.
The kind of care and concern that not just any other friend can give.

Deep down, who doesnt want to be loved and served?
Must things turn out to be in this manner where its so specific, cold and clear..

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2008-04-22T03:36:00.003+08:00

to give and not to take
to served and not to be served
to love and not to be loved

thats the life of a sad nice man.

3.56am

2008-04-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

Definitely........... maybe............

2008-04-18T16:54:00.003+08:00

2008-04-17T08:16:00.001+08:00

8.16am.
lightnings and thunders.
the weather.

third

2008-04-16T04:08:00.001+08:00

a tough day tomorrow.
a tough week ahead.
positive.....

2

2008-04-15T03:33:00.001+08:00

2008-04-12T04:55:00.000+08:00

2008-04-11T17:19:00.003+08:00

the change before u reading ytd's entry and after makes me feel as if we're like strangers..................
why?? i feel so not belong to you....................................

2008-04-10T22:14:00.005+08:00

after what you've said last night. i've been thinking and thinking the whole day.

i keep asking myself....
why are u always not crazy over me?
what can i do to make you go crazy over me?
am i loving you too much for you to even love me?

it hurts me when u say i'm nice.
it hurts me when u say i'm so much nicer than him but u loved him so much back then compared to me.
it hurts me when u tell me u can so willingly make lunch for him before u go for training which shows how much u treasure him back then
it hurts me when u tell me u cant wait to see him every morning to show how much u really wanna stay together with him
it hurts me when u tell me ur mindset was u can be with him together against any odds back then.
it hurts me when i know u can love someone to such extent and i'm not the someone.
it hurts me when u tell me all along, the things u did, u're not sure if u're doing it for me like how u did for him back then or was it just to repay all the nice things i did.
it hurts me when all along, u said all those 'i love you' in a way which i thought u really really loved me but it turns out, u're not even sure if u're in love with me?
it hurts me when all along, i kept thinking of new surprises to make u go crazy over me and wan to make u fall in love with me again and again when actually in the first place, you dont even know if u are in love with me?
it hurts me when i typed all these things.
it hurts me when i know i still can continue.
but it hurts me the most to if i were to NOT say i still love you after mentioning all the above

i know you're not clear of yourself.
when i told u to take a step back and when i asked u if u wanna stop..
i am NOT breaking up the relationship.
i'm still in love with you like how much i did right from the start.
i'm asking you to clear out your thoughts because you're the one who's decides if we should continue, not me.
i dont want you to stay and continue be nice to me because i'm nice to you.
i dont want you to stay and continue because u're afraid that leaving me will hurt me.
but if you're doing so..
i'll leave you.....

i just want you to think carefully.
do you love me for who i am and not for what i did?
do you love me for the moments we share without doing anything?
do you love me........................

*written at 11.49pm*

2008-04-10T15:33:00.003+08:00

i sit here right infront of the com.
i read the conversation we had last night.
i think of what we were talking about on the phone last night.
and i ask myself this question......

am i losing you or have i lost you? or should i say......
have i even had you right at the start??

*time written 3.56pm*

2008-04-10T03:25:00.003+08:00

i'm not concern of the defination of love anymore like how u will keep surprising him with this and that back then.... how u are willing to scarifice this and that for him..... i'm not concern anymore.
i'm concern of what u've told me thats been missing all this while and i know it now.

*written at 3.25am*

2008-04-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

2008-03-25T15:03:00.002+08:00

went to do relief this morning.
and am going to work later at 6pm (leaving house at 4.30pm)
and now i realise
i'm still made of flesh and blood.
yes......
i'm freaking tired.

give me some energy...........................................................................

2008-03-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

i dont blog like how other P P L blog. i need to blog with my mood =/
actually, i'm just uber lazy lah~

marc's birthday celebration on blue jaz yesterday.
ambience there is nice except pricing are rather high and the cocktails are kinda super diluted =/
overall its kinda sian but it became better before i went back. why?
my poor baby accompanied me all the way till morning for first train.
that of course is already enough to make that sian day become so so much ok. =b

Semi pro's ok. Love me sexy~~~ love me baby~~~
these two days are so uber tiring but still it worths it.
and you my dear should know why!!!

2008-03-19T02:16:00.002+08:00

This blog thank you for pulling the owner back and made him revive the blog.

Words cant explain until when i heard this song. Somehow, i think that babyface sings out all my feelings. If only i can sing like him.... =/

Girl, it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait, yeah
It feels like springtime in winter 
It feels like Christmas in June 
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you

(Chorus)
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Girl, I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains and it's no wonder
Sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you

(Chorus)

To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really ought to know how much you mean to me
It's only right that you'll be in my life
Right here with me, oh baby, baby, yeah

(Chorus)

the phone vibrate,
showing your message,
i stood there and read
every single content in my head.
i close my eyes,
and with a smile,
i shook my head,
and told myself:
"there's nothing else
i can say right now,
i hope this song
will make you smile."

loveya baby~

2008-01-18T08:58:00.001+08:00

Current Location: School library.

Last week's lecture was the last and i forgotten about it and here i am in school at such a time when i'm suppose to be sleeping soundly. To make things worse, my router died on me last night.
@!#*()@*%)(!

Exams starting in 1 week's time. =/
but ending in 2 week's time. =DD
2 weeks of torture are gonna start soon especially and to make it more miserable, no meetup for this period.
In summary, my next 2 weeks of life.

Intensive mugging =(
No msn =(
Broke =(
No outings =(
=(

but the thought of you makes me =)

2007-10-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

its been really very long since i've blogged. few days back had lots of things in mind to blog but didnt had the com infront of me and right now.. my mind's in a blank

somehow i just cant put in happy things into blogs or i would say.. my life's sad?

i dont understand why ppl think that i nv put any trust in them and they say that its because of my actions that sort of look like it disrespects ppl.
and come to think of it.. i do not have any friends thats close to me.

i lead a sad life.
i do not have friends who trusts me
i wan her back but she's just playing around with me
i'm a loner
i live day by day
i do not have an aim.

laugh at me.. hahahahahahahaha

2007-06-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

we stood awhile for a moment

we looked at each other for a split sec.

i wanted to say something
u were waiting for me to say it

i didnt know why i said about the pocky thing.. -.-

let these 4 days be a test..

can u really read what i'm thinking?

2007-06-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

dunno what i should blog about?

ok

i cant think of any gd ideas yet

tests are around and i haven start studying

thinking about what i shouldnt be right now.. -.- blah

is it true that.. what comes fast.. goes fast too?

i know i didnt do alot this time..
must i really put in all the effort to get the right results?
but what's the point when i'm not appreciated?
i know u wan me to come up with something
i know u've waited for quite some time
i know u're getting sick of waiting
if u wan it now
all i have is
Words of the Truth
but
will it be enough?

i'm getting lazy day by day
will simplicity be fine?
u pulled me near
now u're pushing it away
i feel like a dog
what am i exactly to you?
or u're waiting for something nice to happen
before u wanna say anything?

ok.. its really complicated inside now.. lol.. i dun even know what i'm writing or what i am suppose to write?
RANDOM anyway
BLAH

2007-06-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

came back from teen games bball match 3v3.. lost.. :/
losing is ok..
problem..
that kuku was there.. -.-
lose infront of her... -.-
shichang(hokkien) : SU LANG MAI SU SEI(lose to ppl but dun lose the impression)
think i lost both.. -.-

i'm not strong enough to do a dunk during a match and hang onto the rim.. look and signal to you that its for you....

2007-06-02T15:03:00.001+08:00

Relinquish

2007-05-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

i dont deny..

yes..

i am afraid..

at many times.. i really wanna let you know

I LOVE YOU

but.....

have u ever wonder why i kept giving u surprises and yet i make it sound like i'm just a friend..

i am really afraid to get a NO...

i dun wan you to repay anything except maybe......... ur love?

2007-05-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

reached home this morning at 10am++ had mahjong with shippy siwei tze lip kent last night.
i'm still thinking of whether to go for the steamboat later at 7pm at bugis which is like another 2 hours more. btw, i only slept for like 2-3 hours?
dad is already furious for i wasnt at hm last night. and imagine me going out again for steamboat. dad is already furious to the state of i dont even know how to describe.
i'm still thinking if i should go? friends vs family...
=/////////////////////////////////////
going cos of u..........

putting that aside...
i'm a CERTIFIED POP-PER!!!

hahahahahahahaha...........

yes!! i've completed popping intro!!! =DDDDDDDD

i'm so glad that i joined the class and everything. ben has been a very gd instructor and i'm thinking of joining the open classes during saturdays. =DD
joining open class = $$$$$$$$$

i called the tuition agency just now.. but no one picked up the call.. i really hope i can teach a few pri sch kids to earn some money because my dad wont be giving me any $$
i need to be independant.
please help me............................................................

2007-05-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i've blogged..

hahaha... ok.. i shall not talk about camp cos its been so long already..

lets talk about last weekend

friday.. after pool.. everyone went back then at around 12++ met up with siwei, zhenlin, lip, cheng kai to cine to watch 200 pounds beauty.. LOL
its been on the movies for quite some time already but the show's really nice and touching.. LOL
me.. siwei.. ck.. zhenlin all cried except lip.. -.-
then after the show.. we walked from cine to british town council before taking cab home.. -.-
on the way.. we played zhong ji mi ma.. LOL.. did so many lame forfeits la... hahahahaha..
reached hm at 5.45.. while they go and have their breakfast

sat.. i accompany mum to toa payoh to see the doc because of her knee and off to work at 4pm till 10pm and went back hm sleep like a pig.. DAMN TIRED..

sunday 8am have to work.. and ah pam asked if there's anymore mahjong.. but in the end.. me and pam joined kent and lip and their friend to sentosa for tanning.. -.- pangseh ah jane and ah sam.. but.. ah jane woke up only at 2 plus cos she went Kboxing last night.. while ah sam got service..
ck joined us at a later time
afterwhich.. met siwei after her work.. where she waited for us for 1 whole hour.. LOL.. =xx
then we hang around at WIWO city till ade and dey come..
ate carl's junior..
supposedly should watch 28weeks later after the dinner but.. kent they all tong wan..
so in the end.. we hang around before going cine for kbox-ing.. -.-
ah pam, kent and kent's friend went home..

me.. ade.. dey.. siwei.. tzelip.. ck went to sing until HIGH before ade left for mahjong at around 1am++

lol..
dey has his OWN MV of QI QIU(BALLON)!!!

hahahahahahahahahaha.. with him around.. u wont stop laughing.. hAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAha

i'm not going into details..
from all the above.. u can tell how..
how much have i spent
how much have i slept
how fun was my weekend.. =DDD

reached hm this morning at 7am.. slept till 2pm before mum called me up to eat and blah..

and just now.. i've downloaded 2 songs!!!
MARIA and BYUL which are some of the song tracks in the show.. 200pounds of beauty.. LOL
BYUL is damn nice ok!!!
hahahahahahahaha

ok.. i'm updating for the sake of updating actually.. i just dun wan my blog to die.. LOL
e-learning week by the way.. and i'm DEAD BROKE...
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

=O back from camp.. damn tired.. update again.. =\

2007-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

LESSON 4 today.. FINALLY!!! OH YES.. waited for so long.. -_-

arm wave connect with body wave..

choreography 4/8
popeye(i dunno how u spell it..) x5 then step to the right..
lift left hand up look to the left
lift right hand up look to the right
armwave right..
head swing right to left
armwave left..
look to the centre
toes in
heels in
both feet straight together right arm up.. left arm down.. shoulders vertical
bow.. right arm goes down.. left goes up..
bend knees(as if sitting) right arm goes up.. left goes down
bend down.. arms down..
lift arms up keep shoulders straight.. arms pointing downwards
toes point outwards.. swing knees inwards arms down..
stay at knees position right leg out.. lean back.. (diagonal to the right)
go back same position
stay at knees position left leg out.. lean back.. (diagonal to the left)
go back to the same position

i'm getting lazy to write all these............. CAN I DRAW OUT? -.-

2007-04-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

finally had time to blog.... -.-

lets start with thurs..

thurs: no lesson at oschool.. *(@!#()@*!
i went there and saw a few other for the guys who were in the same class as me
waited and waited..
then they went and asked the receptionist and she said she msged us about having no lesson
then they showed her the msg she sent...
msg: 12/4/07 no lesson.. postponed to 19/4/07..
she: sorry sorry.. it was suppose to be 19/4/07 no lesson..
me and the rest.. -.-
then she gave us one of the rooms for us to practice.. :/
got a thing or two from the advance guys

friday: MUSIC AND LYRICS!!! hahahahaha.. went to fatty's house and watched!!
before that.. was a meeting for pool club!.. :/
yeah.. i'm still the GM.. hope i can succeed and make it a great job..
kent did it well.. but because of his nightwalk.. it became like a failure
helpers were damn pissed with him.. especially kai tai.. )=
i wan this to work well!
hope dance club's camp dun clash with it =X
anyway... back to fatty's house.. hahahahahaha..
ok.. the show was nice!!
ok.. fatty's dog's cute.. i admit that.. -.-
but not fatty~~ hahahhaahahhhaha

sat: RAY's BIRTHDAY!!! hahahahahahaha
so much fun!!!!!!!!
at first.. watched sunshine.. STUPID SHOW.. waste of money......... -_-
swensens for dinner.. LOL.. he 'HIGH' twice at that place.. LOL
first.. sang birthday song with the help of the crew.. with 20 CANDLES!! lolololol
once the song finished.. they burst the balloons.. LOL.. HIGHED~~
then there's this botak who served us while we were waiting for our seats.. lol.. he's damn cool~~
he said he missed all the fun so we told him there's another chance when we serve the ice cream..
LOL
when ice cream was served.. ray was forced to stand on the chair.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
2nd round of singing in malay..
ps: everyone dunno how to sing.. so paiseh.. hahahaha... but who cares? =DDD
ray was so damn paiseh.. lol.. everyone in the restaurant LOOKED at him.. hahahhhahahaa
then while we were on the way back home..
ray OFFERED to send us home..
lol.. he haven send any of us after getting his license so he went and called his father.. to borrow the car..
so we took train from orchard..
suppose to part at cityhall for they go to the east
while me and gx to raffles and to the west
but.. it became..
we all left at raffles cause ray was still asking for car when we were at cityhall
then from there.. took train to PAYA LEBAR for the car
then he drove all of us home.. LOL
i was the first!! BOON LAY!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL................
and he still have to go back paya lebar.. ahahaahhah
i think thats his way of saying thanks to us for making his birthday so wonderful!!!
hahhahahhhahaahha
gx and syl will be next~~~~~~~~~~~~

made this short.. didnt include details.. i'm just lazy..
hahaha
signing off~

2007-04-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha.. dance club is sure damn fun....

and there's a popper in dance club!!! O_O
initially when he show cased his popping.. i wasnt very impressed until he did this 'WASHING MACHINE' (where his head doesnt move and his body is moving in this circular motion..)
its real cool~~
hahahahahaha..

yeahhhh.. tml's popping lesson!!! =DDDDDDD
but i didnt practice much............ only abit........................ -_-
hope i can catch up with it.. :/

dance dance dance~

2007-04-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

sore throat after clubbing.. -.-

ytd went out with syl.. ray.. ph..
they were supposed to buy MAN U jersey at MUSTAFA centre (paradise of the ah bu neh nehs) because ph said the jersey there are original and cheap... i thought it was cheap and syl asked me along so i thought maybe i can get 1 for myself..

we went there.. saw the price tag.. $64.90... -_______-
#@*!()
but ph and syl didnt want to go home empty handed and ph saw this man u jersey ($50-$60 forgotten the exact price) but the size was too small.. :/
after loitering around.. ph finally decide to ask one of the ah bu neh neh if there is anymore stock?
ph: ehh.. this one (pointing to e jersey) got anymore?
ah bu neh neh: rrris one no morrre orrrediii~~

then we went to the mustafa department store (just one building across..) for more hope..
reached there.. check and check..
ph: err.. is there anymore man u jersey around here other than those?
old ah bu neh neh: no.. u can check the other store there.. its only the next building

hahahahahaha.. wasted trip...
then we were suppose to go the cathay to buy my slippers/scandals at newurbanmale..
ph told me its around $40++
then i started to consider.. it was too ex.. =(.. so we went vivo instead..
saw newurbanmale at vivo so we went inside while ph went to chocolate factory..
i went and check the price..
$49.90....... -__________________-
SO EX lor~~
a pair of slippers/scandals only........ -.-
but i still feel like buying =((((((((

SHOULD I?????? =((((((
dinner time.. -.-

2007-04-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

oh ya.. next week no lesson..
gd : i can have more time to practice and catch up =))))))))))))))))))))))))))
bad : i know i wont practice -________________________-
#@#@*!)*#!@)*#)!@

2007-04-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

3rd lesson~~

roll practice.. roll faster!!! refer to lesson 1&2

arm wave.. important thing to take note.. elbow out and in during the 3rd and 6th step
*PRACTICE SLOWLY!! GET THE DETAILS CLEAR AND NICE!! SMOOTH!!!!!!

body wave (up to down)
shoulders down.. chest UP!.. not out.. its UP!!!
chest down and concave..(like a very bad sluge)
butts down.. knees bend..(like as if u're going to sit down)
MAINTAIN BODY HEIGHT and straighten up the legs..
body wave (down to up)
exactly opposite
imagine a FART will make everything easier..
LAST STEP is CHEST DOWN and stand at the relax position!!!

choreography continued from part one..
after hitler position..
change leg position with right leg at the back.. left leg at the front (while maintaining height)
head moves back and swing back to the front..(as if going to bang the wall)
right hand goes underneath left hand's elbow..
left hand comes up..(like saying hi)
HIT and open up right and left hand
swing right hand(still bent) and catch ur left hand and bring it to ur right HIP as if holding hp poutch
double leg roll and face the front
swing clockwise to the left and turn back to the right..

YEAH.. DONE~~.. ok.. i really need to practice..!!! :/

2007-04-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

just finished watching corner with love.. hahahaha... yeah.. its damn nice!! haha..
at least it has a sweet nice ending compared to hana kimi.. -__________-

热情仲夏
tt intro me this ou xiang ju but he says that got to wait very long.. :/
nice things are worth waiting
afterall.. i've got nth except time.. -.-

6 more days till the end of itp!! YES!!
tml got training.. and i nv practice.. =(.. die...

was pretty excited that i can go mad's house to watch so many movies.. but..
she say gotta attend her auntie's wake.. and her mum will be returning home tml.. =(((
actually.. i already had the feeling that she'll have something crop up this friday..
but i didnt expect to be a funeral.. =x
at first..
i thought its because she finds the idea of a guy going and staying over at a gal's house watching movies isnt very good..
afterall there's only me and her in the house.. =X.. hahahaha...
i'm only interested in MUSIC AND LYRICS.. 300!!
=/

wonder what i'll learn tml.. i've got to PRACTICE!!!!!! =(((((

2007-04-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

Wahaha.. i'm UchihaItachi and Gaara.. my two favourite characters in Naruto~~
i only took the test two times.. hahaha..
Magenkyo Sharinggan..
Sabaku Kyuu..
btw.. they are the two loners in the story.. -.-

pay = $420 ONLY
damn~ its way too little -.-..
#*@()!
i'm blogging in the office now!!!
9 more days to go (including Gd Friday)
8 more days to go (exclude Gd Friday)

ok.. i should get back to work.. :/

2007-04-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

listening to : 几分
just finished watching corner with love - 12
Tissues are essential especially for girls watching that episode.. LOL

Ytd went kent's house.. played mahjong..
won $60.. :/
mac i treat... -.- so in the end.. i won $40.. HAHAHA!!
tired.. :/ yeah.. getting pay~~

2007-03-30T07:20:00.000+08:00

2nd lesson:

boogaloo style(only the clockwise direction)
head roll
chest roll
double leg roll

choreography part 1
arms out to near shoulder length (hit)
bend ur elbows.. hands above shoulders.. fingers pointing shoulder.. (hit)
left toes up.. right heels up.. turn anti-clockwise 90 deg and turn back
turn head up and clockwise and end at facing right shoulder..
move left hand down hips pointing to the left which is the fresno left side.. (hit x2)
then switch to the fresno right side.. (hit x2)
right leg step over to the left.. pull right arm to the right pivot at the shoulder and elbow with hands point down.. left arm hail hitler..

Armwave(start from right)
hands out..
fingers point up..
fingers point down..
zig zag arm..
dunno for right side..
switch to i dunno left side..
zig zag arm..
fingers point down..
back to original position..

HANWEI!!! START PRACTCISING!!! :/

2007-03-28T08:02:00.000+08:00

Dun give up on me
Vodka and donut
they can be
as long as
you believe....

one day

2007-03-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

1st lesson~

The walk out..
(right leg out, right shoulder up, left shoulder down.. hit..)
Head roll
Chest roll
double leg roll..(stomach also roll.. *BIG BELLY*)
single leg roll
Arm, Chest, Stomach and Butt... HIT!!!

2007-03-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

went oschool straight after work just now
ppl there looks damn cool~~
paid the reg fees for my dance lesson..
MAY THIS EMBARKS A NEW JOURNEY FOR ME!!!!!!!
hope i can do well and make new friends there.. =D

2007-03-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

sick.. =(

so i not blogging for long.. had a post few days back and wanted to post it but was interuptted by dunno what so i saved it as a draft.. when i get better.. i'll repost it...
by the way.. i didnt go for work today.. rest and slept.. haha.. but i gotta work tml.. -_-
just 4 more fridays will do~ GAMBATEH~
back to find zhou gong play chess(sleep).. wahahaha..

u're my medicine.. =)

Back.. =X

2007-03-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

ANN!!!!! Thanks for 'motivating' me to blog by changing into this new and nice blogskin.. if its not because of this blogskin.. you wont see this entry by e usual lazy me.. -.-.. since i've promised to blog.. haha.. ok.. here goes..

Looking at the date of my last entry (19th Oct 2006).. its been 4 months+++(feel like k boxing after typing that TRIPLE +.. =x..) since i've blogged.. =\.. hope i can blog regularly and stop getting lazy.. if not Ann's gonna kill me.. =(.. hahaha..
Won mahjong yesterday!!!! $30!! game ended at 1am.. no more bus or mrt for me.. so i took a cab home..
cab fare: $22
Lunch bought by Mad: $6
total = $28..
Overall.. i only won $2.. -.-..
but it was damn fun.. especially the round where i held on to the tile which mad's waiting for.. hahahaha.. that tile cost $6.40 ok!!! i saved everyone except mad.. =X.. hahaha..
i guessed i'm addicted to mahjong.. HELP ME!!! =(((((
took cab and the taxi uncle was so fluent in english!!! =O
he told me 3 things :
1.) False sense of being
2.) 'Nobody tell me what'
3.) ..... (forgotten what was it.. was too tired.. -.-)
he told me to think about it BUT he doesnt wan it to affect my life.. but if it does.. he hopes its for the gd.. =\..

3 more days and results will be out.. =(
HOPE I GET GD GRADES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
blog again.. dinner time..
i'm still waiting.....

2006-10-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

Hp rang while having break.. wondering who will it be? (was hoping her to call me but i know she wont)
took my hp out.. saw her name.. stunned...
i answered.. it was a guy.. 2nd stunned..
i was thinking.. (must be some forfeit or what..)
the guy told me so much things.. i didnt really understand what he was talking about.. but i guess they were just playing something so i didnt really bother about it.. but i heard him say something like.."dun keep missing her ya? she want me to tell you that i love her(what's with the i and her?)"... -.-

while writing half way.. she replied me and told me that her friend wanna talk to me..
Glen(the guy who used her phone to call me)
they added me into their conversation..
all of a sudden.. i'm just so speechless..
i didnt really talk and glen was like pouring and pouring... the conversation was like between the both of them and i was just standing aside.. listening..

is this some kind alternative rejection????????

2006-10-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking of starting a new blog for quite some time but i just kept forgetting.. (actually.. i'm just kinda lazy.. -.-..)

Its been quite some time since i've blogged.. i dun usually blog unless major things happen which they usually dun..
but now.. this blog.. i'm not gonna just blog about major stuff..
i am blogging because of her..
maybe she has forgotten about these stuff which i think it doesnt really affect her at all..

the day i carried her up at aloha changi.
the day which i made candles with message for her..
the day i went to vivo city to look for that top and bought for her..

it hasnt been alot of things and i dun think i might have a chance to do anymore better things but i'll try and find a chance to do even better things..
i really wish that one day she will realise that this blog was made for her.. the things i've done was because a very simple simple reason..
i just wan her to be happy.................

2006-10-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

Testing..